How time flies!

It's already the first day of autumn and my fall semster is in full swing. In case you didn't know, I am currently a full time arts student. I'm also working part time so I've been mighty busy

Unfortunately this means projects are gonna be a little delayed. I had hoped to drum up some comm interest over the summer to work less hours this fall but it didn't pan out, and that means I just have less time to dedicate to current projects.

In the next few updates you can expect to find a breakdown of my current project schedule. I do still want to finish my main W.I.P.'s, including the site, before the new year. Fingers crossed.

In more exciting news I have gained access to a beautiful creality CR-M4 printer. After two weeks of troubleshooting I believe it is finally ready to print for real. I'm itching to use it for some fursuit parts maybe a base? We'll see!

I know I was a bit down in my last update. Honestly .. I know no ones really "into" my work. No ones watching my website. No one reads these updates. Sometimes I don't know why I make them. No ones gonna see it, no ones gonna comment. No ones gonna care. It's just another drop into the internet void.

I feel that way often. Every time I post something the same thought haunts me: why am I wasting my time?

Maybe it is a waste of time

Still, I can't deny the small part of me that hopes that one day, people will care. The part of me that craves it. The validation. That all of this wasn't for nothing. That I WILL make it if I keep pushing. I have to. I need to.

I need it